Before AwaKeNiN & TrAnSfOrMaTiON i was someone who was drowning in my own never ending chattering mind, ego has me in its grasp had been smothering me mercilessly. Always worried about work, families, friends successful and at the same time trying to find mySelf in a stressful chaotic materialistic egoistic manic world. That by 10 years old have experience numerous flood, cyclones, volcano and so on that it feels like many life time experience. Have remember when as a 3-4 years old being a skin bones for being in poverty, have light up a match and burn a flower of a grass and asking my sister, who is 1 year older than me, what it taste like, as we were hungry as there was nothing else to eat. Saw the world of dog eat dog for what it is, morality are discarded and where survival are the main drive, survival of the fittest - thrive or perish. Mum had to work far and away from the family as she become the bread winner after all the breadwinner my father and grand...
I had been groomed for 5 years by Elitist Narcissist and used as an accomplice in her ploy. The insidious and malignant nature of her Narcissist was hidden in many masks and became harder and harder to see the truth due to being groomed to direct her rage at the other innocent victims. I have experienced every typical RED FLAGS dealing with Narcissist Sociopath. Please visit www.healtherabuse.space